It’s been a tough day. I found myself back in this yucky mood.
All day I wanted to escape the thoughts and memories but I couldn’t because I held onto them…brought them up. My mind ran over all the little things. The big things. Moments. I felt real lonely and wanted my phone to ring…in hopes that I was missed too. It didn’t happen. I’m feeling sad. Days like this make it hard to keep perspective…and I find that reality sucks. I want something else…and it’s impossible.