There are times when I think, “If only 20 years ago…”
Even in all the impossibilities of the situation and the knowledge of what is not going to be. My emotions towards you are still here. I still find that my mind wanders to the places of us. Moments of freedom from the bondage to this consistent apathy of my life. You give me the brief moments of feeling alive.
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright
My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind- John Legend
Sitting here thinking of you and missing you.