do you hear that? A sigh….

I am NOT very patient and I don’t do well listening to Journey’s “Faithfully” right now. I believe Pandora can sense what to play and even in the shuffling of the channels. Still those songs are matching to the mood. I thought this would get easier but it never seems to be any different.

It’s getting harder to fall asleep at night.

It gets harder to “know” “to be confident” and sometimes all the thoughts swirling in my head take over. I want to be sure….that I am not being a complete idiot for feeling what I do. Does it happen to him too? When I hear that song…when I watch the sunset…when I miss him. Does that happen to him too?

Those sleepless night wondering, “IF” and scared to know when it is a no.


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